by oldmansurfer » Tue Aug 25, 2015 11:23 pm
So I figured out in my old age I was an adrenalin junkie although in my young age I would have denied this.
I had numerous nearly dying experiences due to pushing my limits, the first as a child (about 9 years old). We used to play on this field and the edge of it was a cliff and this type of tree (hau trees or hau bush) had grown up to the top of the cliff and it had lots of broad wide branches so we figured out trails from the top down to the bottom (about 30 yards below at it's highest point). I was standing on the top of of these trees looking at a gap in the branches and thinking I could jump and catch the branch on the other side of this six foot hole in this canopy. One of my friends came by and asked what I was doing and I told him and he immediately said I couldn't do it and then said if I could then I would do it or I was a chicken. Well I wasn't a chicken and I sat there and thought about it and finally figured there was another branch about 4 feet under the first one that I could grab if my hands slipped or something. So I did it just to shut him up.
I jumped and grabbed the branch and immediately dislocated both of my shoulders. I did not figure on so much inertia. My hands went limp but I remembered the branch below so I put my hands down to try to catch it and all that happened was I rotated backwards so that I was falling backwards through the trees. I remember feeling the branches hitting my back and breaking (many of the branches were rotten) then I would hit a solid one and that would flip me over face first falling hitting rotten branches till I hit a solid one flipping me back on my back again. I did this several times on the way down. The final 10 feet I hit a branch and flipped to my back and fell the 10 feet into a pile of leaves at the bottom. I lay there thinking "I am still alive" and sort of did a survey of my parts and realized I was a little bruised but nothing serious. My shoulders had popped back in some time on the way down. I lay there and did an inventory.... fingers move, toes move, nothing hurts much.
As I lay there I heard my friends above yelling "He's dead! He's dead!!" One friend was saying "let's get out of here." I was shocked he would act that way. Another guy said "We better go down to see if he is alive." So I shut my eyes to little slits and stayed still to see what would happen. The one guy who said he wanted to leave left and the others came down. When they got to the bottom I sat up and said "What took you so long? I could have died." Two of my 6 or so friends pissed their pants when I sat up. LOL
So what is worse.... dying or regretting it for the rest of my life? Obviously I chose not regretting it.