Depressed

by **uRa** » Fri Dec 02, 2005 1:59 am

Hi, here is 2.53 a.m. Tomorrow I won't go to the beach and for this weekend there are 7 metres of waves... surelly I won't go to the beach because is too big :cry:

Sometimes in the dark don't you stop and think and suddenly only surfing is what really matters? I'm getting philosophical... sorry for this post...

No boyfriend, xxxxx work, still studing, no money... but no waves????? it's a torture! what have I done wrong in my last life? jejejejeje... isn't it funny at last? jejejejje

Good evening...

by **tomcat360** » Fri Dec 02, 2005 2:25 am

yea....I feel like that sometimes when I think of what Im missin at the beach.

but then again, after seeing what some of my friends have gone through recently with family deaths, or their own deaths, what Ive got aint so bad

cheer up! you'll get back to the waves. hey, you live pretty close, right?

by **uRa** » Fri Dec 02, 2005 11:00 am

You're right, there are people who are worse than me... :oops:

but sometimes when I'm bad I feel the center of the world and I feel selfish...

Yes, I live close to the sea, just in front of the sea, in a dock city...

(That's the problem with seeing the "glass" always full of water,that oteher times I see it just empty!... I'll try to remember your words, thanks a lot! good waves... and as we say it in vasque language: UHIN EDERRAK!

by **hawaiiSUCKSexceptsurf** » Fri Dec 02, 2005 1:13 pm

vasque? ura where is euskadi? it sounds like cold eastern europe turned communist by russia.

about being depressed.. right now in honolulu its 305 am. i took a nap and cant sleep. i have school at 8 in the morning. ill be a zombie on coffee, but that doesnt matter, i dont know what im going to school for anyway. ill end up working at a bookstore because im to passive for anything else.

i dont get any satisfaction from being around friends. usually i just feel awkward. i dont see how people can spend their time going out clubbing and get satisfaction from it. id rather read a book.maybe draw some.
girlfriends never helped, since i start thinking of them as a best friend and they cheat on me or figure out how strange i am and leave. i feel like the only people i can relate to are the 5 year olds at work.

but being sad and selfish is comforting like the ocean.

by **Driftingalong** » Fri Dec 02, 2005 2:32 pm

Euskadi is in the north east of Spain right? Near Mundaka?

by **CCsurf** » Sat Dec 03, 2005 2:24 am

I always feel like that lately

by **tomcat360** » Sat Dec 03, 2005 2:30 am

yea, I felt a bit depressed today when I was going out to dinner. we were goin to this place out west of us, out in the country, basically where I spent all my weekends growin up, learnin to shoot, hunt, fish, basically what I love other than surfing. well, we went out there, its disgusting. all my precious country developed. really pissed me off, i really need a couple of days in the woods now.

but there are worse things out there. im content. i guess

by **CCsurf** » Sat Dec 03, 2005 3:10 am

Yea my dad owns a pretty nice sized ranch about 6000 acres. I grew up there and learned how to fish hunt and angle by the time I was 10 . My dad runs his own hunting guide business. I drive out to see him and all I see are big 3 story houses and city people galor. Pisses me off something fearce.

by **deathfrog** » Sat Dec 03, 2005 3:20 am

there's been like a square mile or so of forrest cut down for this new bass pro shops...

by **jennie** » Sat Dec 03, 2005 11:23 am

i know what ya mean i grew up on Uist one of the outer hebredies in scotland, and when i went back this summer it was full of tourists that just had no respect for the locals ...and my grandparents who live up there had there land taken away and is now being developed into a hotel.

its such a shame becuase it was such an unspoilt place

by **uRa** » Sat Dec 03, 2005 9:49 pm

Yes, Mundaka is in the North Coast of Spain :wink:

Today I feel great! I've been given for a month a realyy lovely baby... a retro surfboard, a single fin with 30 years od... I'm in love and everyting has got sense :wink:

by **tomcat360** » Sat Dec 03, 2005 9:53 pm

uRa wrote: a retro surfboard, a single fin with 30 years od...

now how couldnt you be happy? good to hear your back up

by **uRa** » Sun Dec 11, 2005 10:04 pm

Jijijiji yeaaaaahhhh :wink:

by **tomcat360** » Mon Dec 12, 2005 2:50 am

pretty board! im a sucker for the retros- but please dont tell me thats a leash that's drilled thorugh that beautiful fin!

by **deathfrog** » Mon Dec 12, 2005 3:37 am

yeah that's what you did with the old boards... the leash went through the fin...

by **hawaiiSUCKSexceptsurf** » Mon Dec 12, 2005 12:22 pm

is it super heavy?

by **tomcat360** » Mon Dec 12, 2005 1:26 pm

ive got a '69 without it- or a leash at all.

I say that you take it off, patch up the hole, and put a loop on.

by **k mac** » Mon Dec 12, 2005 4:24 pm

through the fin is how they used to do it in the 'olden days' along with an elastic leash :shock:

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