

How do I not chicken out

Alright then next, when i do catch a wave, I often begin the pop up but then somtimes ive got one leg up but the other still curled under me and i fall, or i stand up but it takes so long that the drop is finished. I know that you are supposed to do that clean pop up where you sort of slide your legs under in one motion, and i have been practicing that on land, but then as soon as i get in the water and on my board, whether it be a whitewater or green wave, for some reason i just dont do it, and Im not sure why. So, second question:
How do you do your pop up, and how can I do mine faster, and actually do it

Then last of all, where is the best place to get your feet into , in order to have full control of the board?
Shot oakks.