What's a matter?

Okay, i have been reading alot of topics just like this one, and i havent found out what's a matter yet. What im having a problem with is standing fully up on my board. Sometimes i can get up right away, and other times i just get up on my knee's ( 60% on knees, and 40% all the way up ). I have been putting my board on my bed every night and practicing getting up, and i have been surfing for about 5 months now. I have a 6'1. and befor i had a 6'2. But on both i could stand up..well only if i was lucky.
Even my friends say they dont know whats wrong. I get enough speed mostly everytime, the waves are perfect and i still usually get up to my knees, and when im on my knees i try to jump up, but then i fall, i just get so pissed and i just wanna quit. But im sure ill get the hang of it sooner or later, just if anyone has any suggestions i'd like to hear them.
Thanks.
Even my friends say they dont know whats wrong. I get enough speed mostly everytime, the waves are perfect and i still usually get up to my knees, and when im on my knees i try to jump up, but then i fall, i just get so pissed and i just wanna quit. But im sure ill get the hang of it sooner or later, just if anyone has any suggestions i'd like to hear them.
Thanks.