Should I give up surfing?

I have been surfing for 30 years after learning to surf in Newcastle during the early 90's, sometimes in big and heavy surf. I surfed all over the east coast of Australia in that time from Wilsons Prom to Noosa, and everywhere in between. Broken Head was my goto beach for over 10 years and now I live at Scotts Head which has the point and several decent beach breaks.
However I am now 56 and 95kg's and I usually surf 2-3 times a week, sometimes more if it's good, or less if it's crap so I am still pretty surf fit, but about two years ago I started having serious problems catching waves. Once I get up, I am fine but most sessions I will be lucky to get one decent wave in 60-90m, and many times when the surf isn't great or small, I don't catch any waves at all.
I have tried 6 different boards over the last 2 years ranging from mini-mals, to fun boards from 7'2 to 8'0 and from 48L to 60L vol and none of them have really changed anything for me. Am currently riding a Modern Love Child 7'6 and a Modern Falcon 8'0 but they haven't really improved my wave count either to be honest.
So many times over the last few years I have felt like giving up completely but I am a stubborn old bugger and just can't accept that it's over for me already. I have watched countless online videos to try and improve my paddling and pop-up technique and a couple of things have helped correct some bad habits like holding onto the rails, but most days I just end up watching everyone else from young grommets to older surfers in their 70's catch waves right in front of me.
At 95kg's and 6ft I need to ride a board over 50L and both my current boards float me OK, but i still find them hard to get paddle speed onto the wave. When I paddle out nearly everyone paddles faster than me, so it's obviously a combo of my weight, strength, age and possibly technique.
I still love surfing as a way of keeping fit, and being in the Ocean but for more than two years I have surfed 3-4 times a week and hardly caught more than 20-30 proper waves in that entire time.
Should I just give up?
However I am now 56 and 95kg's and I usually surf 2-3 times a week, sometimes more if it's good, or less if it's crap so I am still pretty surf fit, but about two years ago I started having serious problems catching waves. Once I get up, I am fine but most sessions I will be lucky to get one decent wave in 60-90m, and many times when the surf isn't great or small, I don't catch any waves at all.
I have tried 6 different boards over the last 2 years ranging from mini-mals, to fun boards from 7'2 to 8'0 and from 48L to 60L vol and none of them have really changed anything for me. Am currently riding a Modern Love Child 7'6 and a Modern Falcon 8'0 but they haven't really improved my wave count either to be honest.
So many times over the last few years I have felt like giving up completely but I am a stubborn old bugger and just can't accept that it's over for me already. I have watched countless online videos to try and improve my paddling and pop-up technique and a couple of things have helped correct some bad habits like holding onto the rails, but most days I just end up watching everyone else from young grommets to older surfers in their 70's catch waves right in front of me.
At 95kg's and 6ft I need to ride a board over 50L and both my current boards float me OK, but i still find them hard to get paddle speed onto the wave. When I paddle out nearly everyone paddles faster than me, so it's obviously a combo of my weight, strength, age and possibly technique.
I still love surfing as a way of keeping fit, and being in the Ocean but for more than two years I have surfed 3-4 times a week and hardly caught more than 20-30 proper waves in that entire time.
Should I just give up?