what did I do right? or wrong?

So I am trying to catch some small unbroken wave with my 9 footer. But I always have problems reading the waves, I am either in the wrong position or going to the wrong direction after pop up. My paddling is probably not up to scratch too. But this one, I think I somehow "catch" the wave but it only lasts a few seconds. it is because this wave is a closeout? or I am just not paddling quick enough?
I always have waves passing me over no matter how hard I think I am paddling, even with this longboard I am using now. (supposed more volume and easier)
I always have waves passing me over no matter how hard I think I am paddling, even with this longboard I am using now. (supposed more volume and easier)