Panic and Advice :)

Hello,
I am a newbie to surfing, but I've been working really hard with it. I have been trying to get out in the water at least twice a day during the summer when I live so close to beach! I love it a lot- and while I can't stay on for more than a few seconds, I want to keep trying! I need some advice for panic however. A few times I've had scary wipeouts and today I had like three fairly big waves crash over me, and I freaked when I couldn't get to the surface, and it was scary. Any advice to get over this fear? The second is any advice to not getting in people's way? I'm a complete newbie and I have felt I have cut a couple people off from their rides and I feel horrible about it. Kind of goes like: *Paddles out. Sees surfers. Attempts to paddle away in opposite direction. Goes in wrong direction anyway or surfers come near. Fails at paddling fast enough. Surfer drops off board. I apologize a hundred times.* I try to surf where they aren't all hanging out, but somehow I drift over by the end. Okay I think that's it
I really do not want to come off as "that ignorant teenager who gets in every surfers way" -_-
Rainbolt
I am a newbie to surfing, but I've been working really hard with it. I have been trying to get out in the water at least twice a day during the summer when I live so close to beach! I love it a lot- and while I can't stay on for more than a few seconds, I want to keep trying! I need some advice for panic however. A few times I've had scary wipeouts and today I had like three fairly big waves crash over me, and I freaked when I couldn't get to the surface, and it was scary. Any advice to get over this fear? The second is any advice to not getting in people's way? I'm a complete newbie and I have felt I have cut a couple people off from their rides and I feel horrible about it. Kind of goes like: *Paddles out. Sees surfers. Attempts to paddle away in opposite direction. Goes in wrong direction anyway or surfers come near. Fails at paddling fast enough. Surfer drops off board. I apologize a hundred times.* I try to surf where they aren't all hanging out, but somehow I drift over by the end. Okay I think that's it

Rainbolt
