Drop ins, Faster Pop Up, and foot placement

So everythings going great with my new board , conditions have been completely unpredictable so sometimes when the forecasts say small 1-2 feet waves, and Im like YESS IM NOT SCARED OF 1-2 FOOT WAVES LETS GO SURFING
and then we get to the beach and its 6 foot waves crashing down.. When that happens, I just stay out where the white water is and practice my pop up but im having some trouble. So when it actually was a good day, I was out in the water trying to catch a wave and when i did, I saw the drop which looked huge from that angle and i chickened out. This happens often with unbroken waves. So, first question:
How do I not chicken out
Alright then next, when i do catch a wave, I often begin the pop up but then somtimes ive got one leg up but the other still curled under me and i fall, or i stand up but it takes so long that the drop is finished. I know that you are supposed to do that clean pop up where you sort of slide your legs under in one motion, and i have been practicing that on land, but then as soon as i get in the water and on my board, whether it be a whitewater or green wave, for some reason i just dont do it, and Im not sure why. So, second question:
How do you do your pop up, and how can I do mine faster, and actually do it
Then last of all, where is the best place to get your feet into , in order to have full control of the board?
Shot oakks.


How do I not chicken out

Alright then next, when i do catch a wave, I often begin the pop up but then somtimes ive got one leg up but the other still curled under me and i fall, or i stand up but it takes so long that the drop is finished. I know that you are supposed to do that clean pop up where you sort of slide your legs under in one motion, and i have been practicing that on land, but then as soon as i get in the water and on my board, whether it be a whitewater or green wave, for some reason i just dont do it, and Im not sure why. So, second question:
How do you do your pop up, and how can I do mine faster, and actually do it

Then last of all, where is the best place to get your feet into , in order to have full control of the board?
Shot oakks.