Jasmine!*!*! wrote:i have been surfing three times. once with a surf school on a foam board, then, (without sounding utterly spoilt!) my dad brought me my own board!

i have been out with friend and her brother and dad then i went again with my dad, but by myself in the water (dont- worry - with others around!). but this was the end of last year.
anyway, i went with my dad and drove around 3 times since, but all three times i didnt go in as the tide was wrong...lack of skills in reading weather forecasts! whoops! anyway this has made me abit nervous about going out again...what if it happens again?
Also, the last time i went out was about 5 months ago- i had made a little progress and just about managed to get to my feet (but fell off shortly after!). i know that when i go back out there i will suck! like my first outing! i know i cant avoid it but its making me abit nervous to get back out there...but i also really want to learn to surf!!!! ahhhh help!

I'm not clear on what happened with the tide and weather forecasts...what if what happens again?
You will probably suck. But you really shouldn't worry about it. 5 months is a long time! You can't expect yourself to remember how you got up that long ago.
You should just paddle out, period. As often as you can. Don't psych yourself out. Set your mind to it and just do it. Don't worry about the conditions, those are just excuses for you not getting to the lineup. Big days, small days, choppy, cold, whatever (okay, not double overhead, but you get my drift).
You may not catch waves, but you are learning the whole time. You will learn by observation. And the most important learning early on people tend to ignore. Recognizing where and how the waves break and your best position (watch the ocean; don't wait lying on your stomach facing the beach), and paddling fast enough to catch waves from the outside (rather than trying to catch waves that are breaking on top of you). I wouldn't even worry about standing until you get that down. But of course, everybody does. So just get out there and have fun!