I'm going everyday, and felt more confident everytime. i'm not in the best place in the world for surfing so the waves are kind of bad (less than 1ft most of the time) but still there are some good waves here and there.
I was getting at the point where i was catching almost all the decent waves at every session and found myself trying to ride down the line, and turn.
Today, waves were exceptionnally good, so after 30 or 40 minutes of catching waves after waves, i started trying to turn. It was bad, but after a few tries i felt like i was getting somewhere, but also feeling like my feet position wasnt ideal for turning so i started experimenting with foot position. more far back, more forward and so on.
after 10 minutes of bad experimentation (most of it sucked) i decided to go back at what i used to do regularly... and i couldnt. litterally. like i don't know at all what i used to do, and cannot get back to it.
i spent the next 2 hours trying to figure out what the hell was wrong either my feet were too forward, or too much on the tail. i mean there was 100 things wrong everytime. i " almost catched" (meaning i paddled for, and the waves were pushing me so i just had to pop up) at least 40 times after that and failed miserably everytime, there was always something wrong with my feet.
i really dont understand what happenned. theres no ding on my board, it still floats fine and doesnt fedl heavier than usual. its not even the first time i experimented with feet position. i didnt even take a break, i surfed yesterday and it was super fun. but today after just messing with that, i just couldnt pop up anymore.
i got into the sand, tried the classic pop up exercise a few times because i was getting so frustrated and when i got back into the water, i could pop up again, but its still not where it was like before. i'm still struggling, when it used to be so instinctive i just had fun riding to the beach every time like 5 hours ago.
Is this normal ? i know in some skill making, some temporary regression happens sometimes, like when i was trying to learn the ollie while skating, sometimes i would feel i had lost some progression, but it would come back after a few tries and being more mindful about what im doing, plus this is way worse, it's like going from trying a new trick to going all the way back to not even be able to stand on the board in a matter of minutes and not managing to get back even after hours.
this is like a huge regression, it kind of makes me feel discouraged. i don't really know what happenned, nor what to do now ? i felt i lost all my progress and i am back trying to pop up like the first time i surfed in my life and don't know anything

sorry for this long ass message but i'm super bummed and dont know wtf happened, or if its normal, if it's just temporary or anything