When I work on my Pop Up at land every thing is good. I can check my self to find how I did it, and were did my feet land. Then I can improve it.
In the water every thing is collapsing. I look at the wave I paddle and then Pop Up but I can not think and control it. Actually it is a complete blackout

1. Falling from a high number of waves after standing already.
2. Strong braking resulting no speed at the end of the drop.
If I go to the beach when there are 1 feet waves, that no one is interested in, I can think about the Pop Up and even count in my head 1 for lifting the upper body and 2 for placing the my feet on the board.
But above 1 feet the blackout is back.
Any suggestions on how to concentrate in the Pop Up and prevent blackout?
Thank you in advance,
Reuven