awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww thanks guys n gals! big hug greatly appreciated!
he called me a few mins ago and said he was soooooooooooooooo sorry that he'd messed things up. the sad thing is I still have some feelings for him.. I'm insane. i don't want to be treated badly and he's said if i don't wanna see him again then that's ok, but he wants another chance. Am i being harsh by telling him where to go? I'm having doubts now. I was so certain he was a total BLEEP and I didn't want anything to do with him, but as soon as he puts on a sweet voice I'm doubting myself.
Men eh.
having said all that and promising I'd had enough of men, I phoned a guy I've fancied for years (but never had the guts to tell him and still haven't but am thinking about it) and we've arranged to meet over half term - the worst thing is, he suggested 13th&14th (valentines day) and now I'm all confused. Excited but scared. maybe he didn't realise that it was valentines day and just wants to meet and say hi and hang out.
To sum up... I'm a complete mess!