Scared..!

Oh my God...
I've been looking forward to the trips I'm doing with a friend to Cornwall and France this Summer for AAAAAGES (It's what's keeping me going thru exams!!), but the nearer it gets, the more nervous I'm getting! That sounds so stupid, I never thought I'd be scared of surfing! I spent ages doing it last Summer, and I was completely fine, but coz I am completely landlocked and too young to drive, I haven't been since - which equals major withdrawl symptoms, but now scaredness!!! (Is that even a word?!) I dunno what to do! I'm worried that if I'm nervous, I'll screw up and hurt myself or worse, someone else. I don't even know WHY I'm scared! Last summer was the first time I really tried surfing properly so I'm still pretty new to it - maybe that's something to do with it. Well, whatever it is, I need to get over it - just wondering if anyone else ever had this when they were starting out or if it's just me being weird?! Help!!
Hannah x x
I've been looking forward to the trips I'm doing with a friend to Cornwall and France this Summer for AAAAAGES (It's what's keeping me going thru exams!!), but the nearer it gets, the more nervous I'm getting! That sounds so stupid, I never thought I'd be scared of surfing! I spent ages doing it last Summer, and I was completely fine, but coz I am completely landlocked and too young to drive, I haven't been since - which equals major withdrawl symptoms, but now scaredness!!! (Is that even a word?!) I dunno what to do! I'm worried that if I'm nervous, I'll screw up and hurt myself or worse, someone else. I don't even know WHY I'm scared! Last summer was the first time I really tried surfing properly so I'm still pretty new to it - maybe that's something to do with it. Well, whatever it is, I need to get over it - just wondering if anyone else ever had this when they were starting out or if it's just me being weird?! Help!!
Hannah x x