serious injury :( :( :(

I've had a pretty bad weekend. Me and Sam split up and I was so mad at him for cheating on me that I took off to Newquay in the middle of the night and went for a surf the next day. (iomarti - I didn't have your number otherwise I would have given you a call!)
The waves were awesome. They were massive (for me anyway - about 5/6ft high) and really powerful. I was having a wicked time - standing up on my board, even starting to turn here and there. I had the biggest grin on my face for about 4hours until I wiped out spectacularly...
I wrenched my shoulder really badly and screamed like hell
. Knew I'd done something BADDDDD. Managed to drag myself to the shore (almost) where I promptly passed out with the pain. Came round a bit later to find myself covered in blankets, on oxygen, with 7/8 lifeguards stood round. I would have been really embarrassed if anyone had seen me, but I figured that no one would be able to tell it was me. I never knew there were that many lifeguards on one small bit of beach. You learn something new everyday.
So, my shoulder's a mess. It's well and truely f***ed up. Got my arm in a sling so I don't move it. Doped up on painkillers
. Have come into work to sort out cover for my lessons over the next few weeks. I'm writing this with one hand and I'm still almost crying with pain. I've got to have surgery next week so they can re-shape the bone or something and I've been told I wont be able to surf for 6months to a year, minimum. That can't be right, surely... I'm gutted. Absolutely gutted.
I just can't imagine not being able to surf, especially at this time of year coming up to autumn. I'm just soooooooooooooooooooo gutted. Totally
The waves were awesome. They were massive (for me anyway - about 5/6ft high) and really powerful. I was having a wicked time - standing up on my board, even starting to turn here and there. I had the biggest grin on my face for about 4hours until I wiped out spectacularly...
I wrenched my shoulder really badly and screamed like hell

So, my shoulder's a mess. It's well and truely f***ed up. Got my arm in a sling so I don't move it. Doped up on painkillers

































I just can't imagine not being able to surf, especially at this time of year coming up to autumn. I'm just soooooooooooooooooooo gutted. Totally
