fear of exhaustion. How do I overcome this?

Hi guys.
I am a novice surfer who only started last summer (I am in a souther hemisphere, so I am in my second summer of surfing)
About a month or so ago, I had quite a harrowing experience out in the surf when I was caught in a flash rip when I was paddling back to the shore after quite a long session out in the lineup (wiping out constantly, being a novice and all).
The local point which I go to is prone to tidal rips/flash rips and often has quite a strong current...
Anyway, after this experience of exhaustion, I have developed somewhat of a trauma where I will feel super anxious at the first sign of being tired, or after a nasty wipeout, or even being caught in a rip.... The effect is that I immediately start paddling back to the shore in a hurry.
This is starting to really irritate me because the session is becomming no more than 10 minutes or so, to a degree that I will feel anxious by the time that I make it to the line up...
I will 'feel' exhausted much earlier than I should and start panicking
Anyone had a similar experience?
Even if you hadnt any tips on getting over this issue?
Only thing that I am hoping for at the moment is that I eventually grow out of it but it is really becomming a nuisance on enjoying this summer...
Thanks
I am a novice surfer who only started last summer (I am in a souther hemisphere, so I am in my second summer of surfing)
About a month or so ago, I had quite a harrowing experience out in the surf when I was caught in a flash rip when I was paddling back to the shore after quite a long session out in the lineup (wiping out constantly, being a novice and all).
The local point which I go to is prone to tidal rips/flash rips and often has quite a strong current...
Anyway, after this experience of exhaustion, I have developed somewhat of a trauma where I will feel super anxious at the first sign of being tired, or after a nasty wipeout, or even being caught in a rip.... The effect is that I immediately start paddling back to the shore in a hurry.
This is starting to really irritate me because the session is becomming no more than 10 minutes or so, to a degree that I will feel anxious by the time that I make it to the line up...
I will 'feel' exhausted much earlier than I should and start panicking
Anyone had a similar experience?
Even if you hadnt any tips on getting over this issue?
Only thing that I am hoping for at the moment is that I eventually grow out of it but it is really becomming a nuisance on enjoying this summer...
Thanks