My softie bent! To stay or go.....

Hi everyone. So my 9' softie has died..... She has a bend in the middle making the concave go the other way. She also gets extremely waterlogged to the point she doesn't sit on top of the water after a few hours and I can tell you that I'm a big pacific island girl but struggle when she's water logged to walk 10m without stopping..... Here's my question. I know I'm a beginner . I went big. I am happy with having a softie and 9'. I catch most waves in white wash and have started some green waves. I'm confident poping up but find my legs try to turn the board but due to size and water log she doesn't move much. I can bunny hop and move around comfortably on the board but I suck at paddling. I'm not bored but can see I will be soon.....But now that I have to buy another one.... I'm force to make a decision- Do I buy something the same? Do I go smaller? Stay softie? Or spend the money and go decent long board? I'm completely addicted and even looking at selling my house in sydney and moving to the South Coast so I can surf all the time!
I am 38 female 5'9 85kgs on a good day! Ive been surfing 4 months every weekend 6 hours sat Sunday at the very least per week.
I am 38 female 5'9 85kgs on a good day! Ive been surfing 4 months every weekend 6 hours sat Sunday at the very least per week.