I thought I was paddling at the right spot. I lean forward so I can paddle hard into the wave. I caught the wave but as soon as I start to stand up. I realize I'm getting thrown over as I didn't paddle hard enough. I either landed on the fins / reef or my board. My shins are bleeding, I suspect it's the fin.
I've surfed bigger days and I'm just puzzled on how much damage I've done to my board and myself. I suspect I've destroyed my confidence and it's going to take awhile to go back to my normal self.
I didn't know the board buckled until I caught a few more waves. It's now flexing when I ride it. Is it worth repairing? I feel like it's time to buy a new one as I'm not sure if it's going to be as strong as before.