Can’t decide: epoxy or poly

I keep going back and forth on whether I should get an epoxy or traditional glassed board. The two boards I’m looking at most right now are the Torq 9’6” Don https://www.oceanpulsesurf.com/2624-torq-tec-epoxy-9-6-the-don-longboard-surfboard.php, and this Black Fern 9’6” Noserider http://www.blackfernsurf.com/surfboards/long/noseride
About me: 40 Year’s old, 6’4” tall, 200 lbs, I’d say my surf ability is around a 2 on a 1-10 point scale, I can paddle into green waves and pop up and get into a turn. I live 4.5 hours from the coast,but I’m planning on taking a month long trip in the fall/winter to hopefully get decent at surfing.
The reason the epoxy board makes sense is due to cost and durability.
The black fern is just a bit more than the epoxy, but it is gorgeous and supporting a “real” shaper ( Im able to get the pretty blue board from that link) and should be a model that I need to get better for. I’d love to learn how to noserider and trim. My biggest worry is how much I’ll cry if I ding the black fern...
I’m wanting a board that will let me surf if I drive 5 hours plus and the waves are just big enough to surf, and will allow me to have a ton of fun when the waves are waist high.
About me: 40 Year’s old, 6’4” tall, 200 lbs, I’d say my surf ability is around a 2 on a 1-10 point scale, I can paddle into green waves and pop up and get into a turn. I live 4.5 hours from the coast,but I’m planning on taking a month long trip in the fall/winter to hopefully get decent at surfing.
The reason the epoxy board makes sense is due to cost and durability.
The black fern is just a bit more than the epoxy, but it is gorgeous and supporting a “real” shaper ( Im able to get the pretty blue board from that link) and should be a model that I need to get better for. I’d love to learn how to noserider and trim. My biggest worry is how much I’ll cry if I ding the black fern...
I’m wanting a board that will let me surf if I drive 5 hours plus and the waves are just big enough to surf, and will allow me to have a ton of fun when the waves are waist high.