Going further out than the lineup

I've got a big thick board and I'm usually the only one out there with a log. I always paddle further out than the lineup. Because of the buoyancy, I can catch the most waves. However I always feel guilty when I'm going out since it feels like I'm jumping the queue. They all sit behind me and when I take off, they all duck dive. But sometimes they don't time it well so they block me off. They are very friendly and always apologise if they get in the way, but I feel like I'm the one at fault here so I also apologise.
Is it bad etiquette if you go further out than the lineup?
Is it bad etiquette if you go further out than the lineup?